When i woke up on Monday morning the pain was so intense i felt sick and disoriented with hot sweats thown in for good measure. I had to take my sudafed again and wait half an hour in total silence on the sofa and not move an inch.
I had an appointment with my jobs adviser at ingus at 2pm in Hamilton and i had to sign on in motherwell at 4pm so knew i was going to be out for most of the day so popped my sudafed in my bag just in case.
In the middle of my appointment with my adviser i could feel the pain coming back big time, my eyes felt like they were sinking deep inside my head and the pain had moved to my ears on what i can only describe is skewers being forced through one end and out the other, i just wanted to get out and scream. Once id left i got into my car and started rummaging through my bag for my sudafed only i couldn't find them couldn't feel them, so had to put up with the pain till i got to motherwell.
I was to early to sign on so i just sat in the car hoping the pain would disappear, looking again in my bag i just couldn't see the god damn sudafeds, i was feeling sick and dizzy now and all i wanted to do was
1 go to bed
2 bang my head on the steering wheel
not a good idea i know but that's what ive had to put up with the last week.
I couldn't wait any longer i had to go into the job centre early and hope i see someone quick so i could go home and bed and sure enough i was seen asap.
Driving home was a nightmare i couldn't concentrate and it was an effort to keep my foot on the pedal.
Dragging myself inside i looked in my bad again and found my sudafeds and went to lie down.

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